Nothing else to do but update this.
I'm scared that I am forgetting what it is like to be home.
I truly believe there is a reason for me coming here to Canada. I have met wonderful friends from around the world. There must be something else I , though...something other than friends that I am supposed to get from being here. I know that eventually I will find out what that is.
I miss my friends from home. Friends that know me so well and can finish my sentences. I talked to Abby on Tuesday and Winnie yesterday and just speaking with them gave me so much hope. I think being able to keep your friends through anything is the best thing ever.
Last night Merian and I went to Starbuck's to study and then to salsa. I've met a lot of friends here, but I can honestly say that I feel the strongest connection when I am with her. I guess because we had something to bond over. I'm glad I finally met someone who can read my thoughts.
I've been here for two months and a day. I can't believe it. In less than two months I will be home, with my family and friends for the holidays. I can't wait.
I am so tired of the rain...please stop. | 
